The Belt Given by Kiai Ghofar

Suddenly, I remembered my childhood with my father. I saw a shadow resembling a large flashlight. Yes, after thinking about it, it looked like a sokle.

Unexpectedly, I entered that shadow and met my father. I felt immense joy seeing him with a faint smile. His face was radiant, clean-shaven, and he wore splendid, sparkling clothes.

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“Is that really you, Dad? Why do you look so young and handsome?” I thought.

He hugged me warmly, smiling occasionally. Yet, he didn’t speak much, as if uninterested in catching up after all these years apart. Nevertheless, I was happy to see him, fulfilling my longing for him.

It felt like he was giving me a ride on a motorcycle he bought years ago by selling some cattle. I didn’t ask where we were going; the moment was too joyful.

After a while, during our journey to an unknown destination, my mother suddenly appeared, chasing after us. She ran as fast as she could.

“Dad, why didn’t you bring Mom?” I asked.

But he didn’t answer.

My mother kept calling my name, chasing us relentlessly.

“Dad!”

He remained silent. I looked back at her with a heavy heart. Suddenly, my throat felt tight, my eyes burned, and I couldn’t hold back my tears. My heart ached hearing her calls.

“I want to be with you, Mom,” I told him.

Even though I shouted, there was no response from him. He continued driving. I jumped off the motorcycle out of pity for her. I wanted to hug her immediately.

Then, my memory brought me a realization that my father had died when I was seven.

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